No one can help me, untill I help myself

Mhmmm

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 03:02:30 GMT

Everyone else is doing this.. I guess I should just hop on the bandwagon and do it too.

Would you....

.1. Give me your number?

.2. have sex with me?

.3. Let me kiss you?

.4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one ?

.5. Let me take you out to dinner?

.6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?

.7. Take a shower with me?

.8. Be my bf/gf?

.9. Have a fling with me?

.10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?

.11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?

.12. Take me home for the night?

.13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?

14. Would you sing in the car with me?

.15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?

.16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

.17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?

.18. Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?

.19. Do you like my style?

.20. Do you think im funny?

.21. Do you care about me?

.22. Would you cry if i died?

.23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?

.24. Would you dance with me?

.25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY

01. Brett
02. Raymond
03. Richard

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. Brett x Richard
02. FallenXstrem
03. C1tySt4rz

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. Skateboarding
02. Guitar
03. Drums

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. Not being able to talk to girls.......................
02. My shyness ^^^
03. I don't know

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. French
02. Canadian
03. I don't know

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. Latin
02. Life
03. Chad Cordner

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. Annoying People?
02. Little kids
03. Not being able to do something you know you can do

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. Ollieing big stuff
02. Driving with my brother
03. Scary movies

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Music
02. Skateboard
03. Sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. Pants from K-mart
02. Fender shirt
03. plain white socks

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. 300 dollars
02. CD's
03. Bearing cap

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. Shit
02. Your face
03. you're gay

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
01. Caliban!!!!!
02. The Acacia Strain
03. The Bled

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
01. Caliban - Certainly... Corpses bleed cold
02. Atreyu - Deanne the Arsonist
03. The Acacia Strain - 3750

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. Aaron
02. Chad
03. TJ

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
01. Crazy skaters
02. Tricksters
03. Make me laugh

THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
01. If I Have had
02. Three exes I would
03. Tell you why.

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. Into same stuff.
02. Easy to talk to.
03. Likes me for me.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. Personality..
02. Likes to joke
03. Happy a lot

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Skateboard
02. play Guitar
03. play Drums

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. Skateboard!!
02. play Guitar
03. play Drums

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. A girlfriend =/
02. My permit
03. New bearings

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. I would like to be in a hardcore band... doubt that
02. skateboarding....hah
03. Prolly a Janitor.. they do nothing and make the big bucks..

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Florida
02. Barcelona, Spain
03. Anywhere

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. Have a family
02. Kickflip a 20-set
03. Play guitar on a stage.

Personal Journals

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 01:47:06 GMT

I had one hell of a day today... school was even pretty alright. Everything was going smooth untill Latin, I got a 47 on my test, but whatever, I don't even care anymore.

After school Chad's mom picked Aaron, and Me up, Chad drove. We saw George and TJ on the way and picked them up too. Then we went to McDonalds, Chad's mom paid and said we had to do yardwork. So we worked Chad's front yard for like 2 hours, then we hit up junction. Junction is apparently the new chill spot for all 8 year olds who can't ollie up a 5 inch ledge.

So I just got home and my TV dinner is cooking.

On Bended Knee

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 23:54:54 GMT

My day wasn't too bad today. School was pretty bleh, big test tommorow in Latin, I hope I pass it. After school I went over Chad's and watched the Sorrow Montage, pretty sick stuff going down. Then we went and picked up Aaron and hit up the Dance Studio, Chad stepped in dog shit. Swimming in gym tommorow, I'm def. not participating.

P.S
My brother is non-hetero.

Short Stories with Tragic Endings

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 01:38:56 GMT

Nervous Habits: Cracking my knuckles =/
Are you double jointed?: Probably not.
Can you roll your tongue?: of coarse
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: ya, i used to love The Rock
Can you blow spit bubbles?: Since I was like 5 I have been able to
Can you cross your eyes?: yup
Tattoos?: negative
Any Body piercings on your stomach or below?: I sure hope not
Do you make your bed daily?: Not Willingly

-- CLOTHES --

Which shoe goes on first?: Right
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: nope, i'll give it a try
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: I don't have a wallet.. i have 300 dollars right infront of me though.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: A bearing-cap ring from my skateboard.
Favorite Pieces of Clothing: Jeans and a t shirt/hoodie.
Pajamas: pajama pants and whatever shirt i wore that day

-- FOOD --

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl.
Have you ever eaten Spam?: Not that I know of.. maybe over Kyles house, was that spam?
Favourite Ice Cream Flavor: French Vanilla
How many cereals in your cabinet?: Fruity Pebbles!
What's your favourite beverage?: Kool-Aide
What's your favorite restaurant?: Fazio's most definetly
Do you cook?: ya... you kinda hafto working at a resteraunt.

-- GROOMING --

How often do you brush your teeth?: Once or twice a day.
How often do you shower/bathe?: Daily
Hair drying method: Rub my head with a towel usually
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: nope,and i'm glad
Do you paint your nails?: i have once in art class, with acrylic red paint, it was nice.

-- MANNERS --

Do you swear?: yea, my parents hate it
Do you ever spit?: ya

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --

Animal: Dogs... We have 4, and getting another
Food: Chicken parm at the Fazio's
Month: March, my B-day!
Day: Fridays, school-skate-work...
Shoe Brand: I like Etnies
Subject in school: umm... English I guess.
Color: Black
Sport: Skateboarding
TV show: Family Guy or South Park
Looking Male Celeb: Celebs are overrated.
Thing To Do in Spring: Skate, hang out
Thing To Do In The Summer: ^^
Thing To Do In Autumn: ^^
Thing To Do In The Winter: Chill, play guitar, listen to music

-- IN AND AROUND --

The CD Player: Caliban
Person you talk most on the phone with:I don't spend much time on phone... usually hey lets skate, ok meet at birchland in 15 minutes.
Ever taken a cab?: Nope
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? Yea... I wish I was good lookin.
What color is your bedroom?: White and blue
Do you use an alarm clock?: Nope... my mom turns on the lights to my room and wakes me up
Window seat or aisle?: Window for the win.

-- LA LA LAND --

What's your sleeping position?: I dunno.. i'm asleep
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: Yea, it's comfortable, can't pass it up
Do you snore?: Prabobly
Do you sleepwalk?: Nope
Do you talk in your sleep?: People say I do.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: I wish
How about with the light on?: Nope... electricity bill would be crazy
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Usually CD player

Forever

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:03:11 GMT

school sucked.. when doesn't it.. after school Brandon, Brian, Aaron, Erik and myself went to dance studio to warm up, then after we headed over to Alice B. Bael middle school so Brett could kickflip the big bad 6 set... I owned my hand by falling and slipping out on it repeatedly, which sucks. I never did land it because it was about 4:40 when we left, and I had to be at work at 5:00. So we just jetting and I left pissed I didn't get to do my trick. Then work sucked, just like school. And now here I am... sitting on my computer updating this stupid fucking journal that no one even pays attention to... I'm going to bed, bye

All She Wrote

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:13:02 GMT

I feel like the biggest retard ever for quitting guitar lessons.. I always thought that I sucked and will never get any better, well apparently my teacher thought I was pretty decent for my level. I don't know what to do, I want to retake lessons and stuff, but I would feel so stupid calling him up a few days after quitting and saying I wanna come back... I got myself in a pickle =/

Scream from the Abyss

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 20:02:16 GMT

so, today i woke up and did my morning thing. then went to school, got some homework done before classes then slept half the day. in gym we did swimming today... that's definetly gay, i'm not doing it.

after school i stayed after for latin, i re took 2 tests. that brought my grade from about a 61 to a 79. so that's pretty chill.

i have work tonight, work is getting so boring, especially when you are stuck working with you're brother.

The fiction we live.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 11:22:30 GMT

yea, so i just woke up.. that's probably the worst part of my day. then i had some fruity pebbles, those were pretty tastey.

school is gonna suck as usual, we have a class detention in art class today, because the teacher sucks, too tired to write more

Thiry-Seven Fifty

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 20:08:39 GMT

ya so today I woke up to my mom turning on the lights in my room... that's never good. school was gay as usual, my art teacher is non-hetero so she made us copy definitions from the dictionary. in latin we watched gladiator so that made my day all the better. then after school i hung out with lauren then with kyle and steph... and now i am about to play some guitar and pretend i am good at it.

Tj is pro and livejournal

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:07:41 GMT

I finally got my journal all tricked out... I'd like to thank Lauren for giving me such a awesome name, and TJ for making my journal look sweet,

it only took me about an hour to get it up, but whatever it's pretty chill, now you all can read my mind as i write my thoughts in here or whatever... i'm gonna go take a shower and get ready for tommorow now